Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Who woulda thunk?

I'm in complete like with a guy that I absolutely can't stand. He drives me up the wall crazy and gets on my everlast nerve

That was what I thought at sometime on the date of 5/4/10

Now, I've met some new people and one in particular, that I thought I wouldn't get along with, really has me smitten! I smile at the thought of him. He's flawed. Everyone is, but his flaws are so precious! I haven't thought that about a guy since I really started liking Mac. This boy makes me nervous, but I'm still more at ease with him than I was with Mac. He's introverted and quirky, but I just love that to death! It's so different. He's so different. Not even my type, and let me tell you, I stick to my type! I don't know, maybe this is to prove something. I made a comment to my Bible study leader a few weeks ago saying something to the effect that I wouldn't go for a guy unless I was really attracted to him physically. I wasn't attracted to him at first, then I realized how cute he really was. He isn't conceited. He's calm. He's not all about girls(that I know of). So much different than Mac! And I like it. I didn't think I would, but I like it. Him. A lot! Of course, there is one similarity between new guy and Mac...the worst one of them all....he's a graduate too. In fact, he'll probably be going far away for college. Unlike, Mac. That's a sucky thought, let me tell ya. I don't know. God has a plan for me, and though I don't think it involves any boy right now, there is one out there for me alter in life. And I'm content with that. Which is lovely. I think I'll read some now, love you all.
-LizzieB

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Life, lately.

Wow, I haven't written in a while. Let me catch you up...
April 17-18
GREAT WEEKEND!
Competition in Chattanooga, TN. Slept at the Holiday Inn Express, partied in the Sheraton-Read House. It's "haunted". It has hott bell hop&valet boys;) Mhm. I hung out with this kid I used to like all weekend(I heard after the fact he liked me too). Thank heavens nothing ever formed out of that. Everyone was fighting. I was Switzerland. People liked me that weekend. I didn't do my solo but got the judge's choice special award of Great Stage Presense and Potential! Chosen as a YDA(Youth Dance Ambassador) for nationals in Savannah. I'll get to learn an extra dance, take free classes, get my picture in a book, and get a free t-shirt! YES. I was really happy with myself that weekend. It was all God though, to Him be the glory.

After that there was my getting my license! Eeeek! I was so excited. And nervous. I had to drive for like 15 minutes! The one in my town is only like 5 minutes long. Crazy. But I guess that makes me a good driver ;) Just kidding. But yeah, driving is amazing. I have more opportunites to witness and everything! :D

Also, I have a few new really good friends. Dance girls, mind you. I haven't had a real friend at the studio since beginning of my freshman year. When all of my "popular" girl friends changed and I didn't feel like "keeping up" with them anymore. Sorry for all of the quotation marks haha.

It's been over a year since I've rededicated myself to Christ. I mean I was saved, but I wasn't taking it seriously for the longest time. I haven't streaked, cursed, made out(with randoms and nobodies), kissed(random boys like I said, mind you), flashed, snuck out, mooned, or stolen anything! Yeah, I kinda sucked before the big change. Praise the Lord!

But I think that's all that's been going on. Just dance, work, school and such! life moves on!

xoxo, LizzieB